Penang was awesome. The INTIMA Conference that made 4 days seem like memories never meant to be forgotten. But that is all I shall say.
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Time really has its ways in manipulating how life turns out to be. One moment you can be focused and directed at a goal so far off, it seemed impossible. Just a flash in the future, choices open up. And in the moments which follow, a whole new perspective. A whole new world, in the minds of us all.
A snowflake can never be the same with any other, ever. The same has to be said with every passing day. Every passing moment. Life would be so much more simpler if reruns occurred in place of the constant deviation that is our outlook on life itself. It is thus, one frightful world out there, one in which nothing is ever the same, everything can end or begin at the blink of an eye. The fear lives within us. It never fades nor nears its dusk.
Music accompanies me on these hard routes. The passion to sing and join in in choruses of songs and melodies is one gift I truly embrace, though there are times where someone like me could feel discouraged, to even belt out a tune in fear of disappointment. But that's just me. Take away the joy of singing from me, and you take away the one true conscience I have that keeps me from falling apart. And I have fallen before.
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All the philosophies aside, there's only one thing on my mind. It has been such for long enough awhile now. And it's just you. I don't know if you feel the same. I sure hope you do. And I won't give up this time round. Even if it kills me inside, day in day out. Because I've been here before, only to not go on. But this time, I will. No matter the costs, no matter the hardships. No matter the constant bombardments of intrusions and stares that accompany my every unforeseen move. Anything for you. :)
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