Now, onto what this is meant for. Ever had a moment or more in time, where everything just seems like its not meant to be, and a heart that races fearing the worst? The feeling of anxiety so great they bring tears to your eyes, an ignored call for some rest beaming from your chest. Diving deeper into these thoughts, an emotion of longing lurks. Missing someone has never been this...tormented. A longing so strong, it startles the ego and other characters that such a feeling is even possible. Not even denial can hide such a deep reflection of thought and want to be together.
I guess when emotions overflow, they tend to need somewhere to go. Locked up inside and not knowing where the exit lie, pounding hard on the walls of the mind and heart, just harboring hopes of a freedom from chains. When it seeks and finds the light of the outside, the sheer force it exerts crumbles its beholder, to the point he simply needs someone, that someone he eternally begs to see and feel. Dreams the past night constantly ravaged the calmness I longed for, though thankfully not a sheer torture of the mind. My unconsciousness dreamt of you, and that to me is what it means to be.
Darling, I miss you. Never in the days gone by did I think I would miss you this much, since I know we always have tomorrow. But knowing that in the caverns of my being that moments can go by so swiftly, moments we will never get back, the longing gets too hard to hold in. I just wish to be with you right now, as I did the night gone by, as the days before, and as I always will.
Wishing and hoping to see you soon. My love...
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